The wild dream.

I close my eyes and try to hide
But when I wake up these dreams collide.
An angel walked into my thoughts,
Promised me togetherness and support.
She kept wandering in and out,
And was the focus of my ruminations.

Her body swayed beautifully,
And her eyes always sparkled with joy.
I wonder now if it was a sign of fidelity,
Or just the satisfaction of using a live toy.

I changed tremendously for her,
But she always came up with higher expectations.
I raised the bar, finally up to her contentment,
Then she left me alone in dejection.

Yet, I see the sun rising everyday,
And wish to remain the same, come what may.
But the sorrow remains with me too.
I m living, laughing, crying, crashing,
Burning all without you.

The new horizon

Walking through the boulevard
I pause for a moment and reminisce.
The joyous times, the miseries,
But most of all, the feeling of being loved.
And it’s not the teenage infatuation
That some so strangely call love,
It’s the one that connects
Two inseparable friends.
Tears slowly well up
Thinking of the time spent together.
The thought of sharing the same moments
With someone else
Scares me,
So I’m rather withdrawn from inside.
The pain of separation
Lingers for longer than what I thought.
Yet, I hope to start afresh, one day.
I walk towards a new horizon,
In search of a new companion.